"is this it?" necklace

description: in addition to simply looking sick, i wanted to utilize the bead capture chainmail technique to build on the theme of feeling trapped and stifled. is the "pearl lifestyle" really something i should be striving for?  do i just need to grow up and accept that i'm destined to be comfortable but unremarkable? would this lifestyle actually make me happy, or am i feeling the pressure of the patriarchy, capitalism, and * checks notes* society? is this it?

material details: stainless steel and repurposed pearl bead necklace with a fish hook clasp. 15.75-19.5 in adjustable length. chainmail by junk mail jewelry.